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1st image source: X 2nd image: Im Creating a DmC Character And since he is in a holy ordger i decided i needed something with wings I did a slight edit of the first pic. The language is Hebrew since i was going for original bible language, but here is where things clash a little. What the words say:   [ עשוי הוא מי עוקב אחר נתיב האור להיות מוכשר בברכתם של נייקי ] = May he who follows the path of light be gifted with the blessing of Nike. Nike is a Greek Goddess. Now with that being said one can see who this clashes with me going into things bible wise. But i believe that the ancient Greece Time period came before the bible came into existence. So its possible for a merge of the two. Now that would be on the back of Eric’s coat/trench coat. Though it way be a bit hard to see since Eric’s coat is like a mix of rust n burnt orange color. His Coat is Considered what i like to call an Angel’s Wing. Now Unlike Devil Arms, Angel’s Wings are object used to help a being, not to cause harm to. So not a weapon. And there is a condition that only Humans and Angels can use an Angel’s wing. A demon no mater how powerful cannot use the Angel’s wing. Eric’s Coat true name is called Anorak Of Nike, Meaning while wearing it He will have great speed and power to insure his own victory
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1st image source: X 2nd image: Im Creating a DmC Character And since he is in a holy ordger i decided i needed something with wings I did a slight edit of the first pic. The language is Hebrew since i was going for original bible language, but here is where things clash a little. What the words say:   [ עשוי הוא מי עוקב אחר נתיב האור להיות מוכשר בברכתם של נייקי ] = May he who follows the path of light be gifted with the blessing of Nike. Nike is a Greek Goddess. Now with that being said one can see who this clashes with me going into things bible wise. But i believe that the ancient Greece Time period came before the bible came into existence. So its possible for a merge of the two. Now that would be on the back of Eric’s coat/trench coat. Though it way be a bit hard to see since Eric’s coat is like a mix of rust n burnt orange color. His Coat is Considered what i like to call an Angel’s Wing. Now Unlike Devil Arms, Angel’s Wings are object used to help a being, not to cause harm to. So not a weapon. And there is a condition that only Humans and Angels can use an Angel’s wing. A demon no mater how powerful cannot use the Angel’s wing. Eric’s Coat true name is called Anorak Of Nike, Meaning while wearing it He will have great speed and power to insure his own victory
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1st image source: X

2nd image: Im Creating a DmC Character And since he is in a holy ordger i decided i needed something with wings I did a slight edit of the first pic.

The language is Hebrew since i was going for original bible language, but here is where things clash a little.

What the words say:  

[ עשוי הוא מי עוקב אחר נתיב האור להיות מוכשר בברכתם של נייקי ] =

May he who follows the path of light be gifted with the blessing of Nike.

Nike is a Greek Goddess. Now with that being said one can see who this clashes with me going into things bible wise. But i believe that the ancient Greece Time period came before the bible came into existence. So its possible for a merge of the two.

Now that would be on the back of Eric’s coat/trench coat. Though it way be a bit hard to see since Eric’s coat is like a mix of rust n burnt orange color. His Coat is Considered what i like to call an Angel’s Wing. Now Unlike Devil Arms, Angel’s Wings are object used to help a being, not to cause harm to. So not a weapon. And there is a condition that only Humans and Angels can use an Angel’s wing. A demon no mater how powerful cannot use the Angel’s wing.

Eric’s Coat true name is called Anorak Of Nike, Meaning while wearing it He will have great speed and power to insure his own victory

since not many follow this blog i find it the safest plast to post my current feelings. and what they are right now. And that would be that im living my worst fear which was being alone.

After Graduating high school just last year all the friends i grew up with were suddenly gone. and the few i tried to hang onto are now suddenly gone too, they wont answer text or anything. So im alone. No one friend my age to cheer me up, hang with or just be there as a comfort. I didnt realize this til one of my online friends basically completely left me followed by another friend who started to leave me all because of the game minecraft.

Even though i knew i was living my nightmare for  a while, it is tonight that i realizes how much of it i am living. I also realize how much its effecting me espacially with my depression. I’ve been full blown cryin for over 30 minutes but the hard thing is that i cant cry out loud because that will just cause worry to my family so now my chest is hurting from it.

I miss all my at school friends you could say and loosing them makes me realize how easy it is for me to loose anyone in my life regaurdless of being online or in real life and it hurts bad.

Come Wake Me Up (created by Me)

I try to breathe this air but its too tainted,

I try to hold back the tears but like my fears,

Their painted on the walls, down the halls,

Screaming at my every walk and wake.

 

Wake me up! from my dreams!

Every little thing is scaring me!

Just one slip, cracking like a whip,

Like the thunder roaring cross the sky,

I’m slowly dying inside.

 

I paint the wall with fears and tear,

Pain that i thought gone haunts me.

Things that I’ve done wrong taunt me.

Like the ghost in the mirror,

Like the false hope, hear her.

For I’m living in my nightmare!

 

Wake me up! from my dreams!

Every little thing is scaring me!

Just one slip, cracking like a whip,

Like the thunder roaring cross the sky,

{I’m slowly [dying inside.]x3}2

 

[Wake me up!]x2

Cause I’m Dying from My dreams!

Demons down the halls!

Don’t you hear their Screams!

Roaring in my ears!

MY EVERY WAKING FEEEEEEAR!

 

[pause]

[Wake me up!]x2

Cause I’m Dying from My dreams!

Every little thing is scaring me!

Just one slip, cracking like a whip,

Like the thunder roaring cross the sky,

I’m slowly [dying inside.]x4

Come. Wake. Me. Uuuuuup.

Depression of losing a friend [poem]

I’m sad and scared cause I think I did something wrong,

Cause you won’t respond,

 and everything I try to do is turning out wrong.

So what I’m I to do?

I don’t want to lose you,

but I have no clue.

Its like im trying to fix a shattered painting with glue.

 And my soul is turning blue.

Cause I don’t know whats right anymore.

The things that once sent me joy,

 is now slowly a decoy

  of what I once knew.

Things that put a smile on my face

 now only can lay to waste

and try as I might I cant fix this picture with paste.

Im sorry if I’m a horrible friend.

Deeply depressed if this is the end,

Is there no way I can bend,

This situation that’s so suspended?

I feel like im up against the wall.

Can’t breath and soon will fall.

I know one can never have it all,

But I cant stand up so tall,

Like I once did.

Are you appalled?

Or are you just so tired of me

That you cant even call?

To tell me its over ,

That there is no more to be done.

 And I plead don’t send me away,

But there is nothing left to say,

You’ve already shown that.

But this has me so dismayed.

I would beg you to let me stay,

But you already took your final words and walked away.

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this is just a poem i had to type up or let it die so i typed it up

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